on top of the cycle once more, but for how long......

ahhhhhh yes the complex nature of my relationship with jason. we are fine now, he had a momentary flip out but all is ok. i'm content. however on that note, heater bell who attends ferris with jason told him that quote "there is somthing you should know about kendra." jason knows my shady and hauted past so i am confident she will either tell him something he already knows or is lying. either way it is ok and i wish lisa and her fat friends would stay out of our relationship. we have something worth fighting for and we are getting stronger and stronger. besides what could she know? she lives 2 and a half hours away from me and the only person we both know is jason. i have no clue what she is cooking up but, i'm guessing it has something to do with a person i've already mentioned one time to many in this entry. life is good and i'm looking forward to the holidays! my roomies and i have already put up our christmas tree. yippie!!! so happy nothing could ruin my good mood. oh yea and chelsea is getting a beagle puppy tomorrow, i'm psyched about that and she told me that she is moving back to GR this winter! things are going good now if only school would do the same...........